Love That I'm Thirsting For

I lost my first post. Accidently deleted. Spent few hours writing about my besties. SOB. Not going to type it out again. No one can help me to retrieve the post. )'=

Anyway. Continue writing about other incidents.
Met some people yesterday. A guy. The way he treats his sisters. That has really made me feel envious. How wonderful if i have a brother like this. I can feel the powerful of love between them. They are just like friends. I wonder how their parents treat them at home. Must be extremely warm. How nice if i could know more about them. Wonderful people(=

Saw my mum standing beside another teacher, who was her former classmate. My mum is a lot more prettier, of course. However, what i notice was that she has become older. I always want to grow up a little faster so that i'll be more mature in thinking. However, i stopped thinking about that when i realise that if i grow up fast my mum would be older and older. I don't want that to happen. Maybe im still extremely dependent on her. I don't want to deny about that. She's always the first one to support me. I love her but i have yet to tell her. I wrote to her but not telling face to face. I don't want to procrastinate or else i may be regret. But....a lot of buts....undefined....=( I'm too bad. Defeated by shyness. Why.

Leng
1.46am
1st Dec 2008

Best Friends

My first post. I've just read my best friends' blogs. Listening to some soothing korean musics while enjoying the posts they've written months ago. Not too late starting with my very first blog, a proper one. Not the same as my friendster blog.

Before this, i've actually read about the benefits of blogging from one of the exercises given by my esl lecturer. one of the most important points is to improve my english. at least, i get to express better and get used to many vocabularies that are seemed to be rather easy and common to you but not me.

alright, first of all. Let's introduce to you my besties. Guess what i've listed them out during my exam period while i was TOOO bored of studying. Kinda childish right. But it's fun! Really! It makes me understand that i need to appreciate and treat them better. All the good friends that i have listed out.

One my besties. A special friend. Extremely special. We've got same interest, same view towards most of various aspects. She's my best ever friend. Simple and elegant. Flower girl. She gave me a lot of support and encouragement, shared with me regarding her love life, family happenings, her beloved sister and of course her studies. She knows me. I don't know me ==' heehee

~wish~our friendship lasts FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER(=

~give me a tight embrace before i leave)'=

~please get a webcam, I WANNA SEE YOU OFTEN ONCE I LEAVE

~PLEASE REMEMBER ME BECAUSE I'LL REMEMBER YOU FOREVER

~shopping with me^^

~sing with me

oh my goodness.....

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another best friend. Orange girl. A sweet girl that is becoming more and more different from her past. She's becoming more active. Not studying like nerd already:p She's full of enthusiasm in learning, always. She's cute and straight forward. She speaks what she thinks. I like her because she's always interested in me. She asked questions about me. Always feel happy with that. WHEEEE^^Like friends that like me.

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Both of them studying in Form 6 currently. Sitting next to each other. Competing silently HEEHEEE~~ Sometimes when we're far apart, gaps would be developed. Not knowing what to tell when we meet each other after some time. However, friends, please just keep in touch. That's too important to me.

~Never mention 'LOVE' unless you really do. For me that's a powerful word. It would bring a lot of changes in my life. I save the word for those i really love.

leng

12.55am

1st Dec 2008